Taking a toil on me

I just got back from a 3-days visit to 4 local universities in Malaysia. So far we covered 3 states, excluding Pahang that is. I went with the Student Council, and we left for our first destination on Monday morning. We visited UIA (Selangor), UM (Selangor), KUIM (Negeri Sembilan) & UTM (Johor).

Overall, I didn't really like it. I fell ill on the 2nd day and with all the sickess I had, the tour was kinda ruined. I didn't feel up and about enough to do anything... was having a bad sore throat til I can't speak on the first morning at UM, then I had high fever and a cold as well. Sigh. It was a total drain of energy. I felt horrible & kept on feeling sleepy & tired. I can't really reacall how many pills I took to get myself pieced up again. Thankfully I am sorta alright now already. If not, it would be a dread to attend the training tomorrow. Yes, yet anotehr training. Bah.

I arrived only at 1.30am this morning & today is the ONLY day of rest for the kono-nya 1 week mid semester break. It's suppose to be my study break, but I don't think I will have the time to do so *cries & wails* sigh. I'm beginning to think, "Have I made the right decision to join the Student Council or not?" It's really taking the life outa me. I am not as energetic as some of the Student Council members. Attribute it to the age factor. Perhaps age is eating into my spirit. BAh.

I have no idea where I will be heading off tomorrow afternoon for the training. It's a training for the facilitators of another program in March called 'Kem Jatidiri & Kecemerlangan Akademik'. I have no choice but to be one of the facilitator of the program 'cause I am an SRC member. Huhu...sob. Life is just SO 'interesting'. I am terribly afraid that my grades will be badly affected. already I dropped out of the Dean's List. My aim for this semester is to get back into the list somehow. I know it's gonna be tough. I'm really praying that by His grace I may pull through. If I continue to drop, my CGPA will be in horrid state! :(

*sigh* I can't wait for the entire term of the SRC to end. Seven months.

" I would have lost heart, unless I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; wait, I say on the Lord!"
~ Psalm 27:13-14 (NKJV)