Betrayed ( Thursday,12 January 2006 )

I SO can’t believe it!!! How could a Christian view a matter in this way??? I’m terribly, horribly & utterly shocked (& hurt) to hear those phrases coming out from a person whom I call a friend!! I should have known earlier that people as such are not interested in anything called ‘friendship’, but are looking for relationships more than that as the foundation. Rubbish! How can a relationship be established on such a note???!!!

*shakes head in utter dismay* I am very disappointed with this person. Being disappointed once is enough, I thought. But life NEVER fails to disappoint us time after time. *sigh* Get real, miss Wong. Life shouldn’t be seen from an ideal perspective, but a totally fallen one. Bummer. I learnt a great deal of lessons by knowing such a ‘friend’. Yet, I have said to myself that anyone who walks in & would want friendship, I am willing to give it. That is just friendship. People tend to walk away after a tough time handling a friendship, but not miss Wong. I’ll not give up just like that unless I’m convinced that that is the best thing to do. God willing, the friendships I’ve made be blessed & not cursed by the evil one.

I’m still annoyed & feeling betrayed. What more can I say? Should I just give up on this so-called friendship? The other party has called the friendship off. I CAN’T BELIEVE IT!!! This is the FIRST time someone walked out of a friendship established (in my case). *growls*

I really thank Mabel for showing me what it is like through her life, to cut things off & put things into perspective once again. Friendships should not be wasted on people who don’t want to appreciate it. That’s the best lesson learnt! The LORD’s will be done? Amen!