I still hate programming

Don't ask me to do programming. I still hate it. Somehow, no matter how much I try, no matter how long I stare at those codes, I still don't understand what nuts it's 'talking' about. For people who are interested in this course, they can just debug at one glance. I can't. Not even after staring at that ONE line for 30 minutes. *sigh*

What am I doing in this course??

I'm stuck in trying to come up with a simple system for encryption & decryption: Caesar Cipher, Vigenere Cipher and Vernam Cipher. Bah. Can't do. Don't understand. What logic?? All of it seems like erm... just numbers and alphabets to me! Grrr.... I'm getting REALLY, REALLY frustrated.

The worst part is that I've to hand it up next week d. Gah. One week is *%$^&@^%&@*^ not enough... give me one month... I 'may' be able to get some proper stuff out. This ain't the only work I've to settle. Oh, I give up